Why Should First Hope comes to The Last???

Last Saturday, I went to church with my two sisters.  After finished mass at 10.55 pm, I drove back to our college.  At the moment in our way to college, my instinct hinted that something would happen and I felt someone of uneasy. All of us in the car that time kept silent and say of nothing.  It was raining that time and it almost 11 p.m., so we had to rush back to our college.  Because of the bad weather, I still kept the speed at 70km/h. After stop at red traffic light, I drove the car and increase the speed again (but yet still not more 70 km/h) until I took a corner.  When I reached at a corner, I braked and press the clutch little bit to slower down. At the same time I took the corner, there got a lorry crossing over us with faster speed from the left side and it suddenly slow when it almost crossing over us.  That moment, our car almost crashed behind the lorry and I was nervous.  I almost blurred with the action that I should do. I fully pressed the brake but it did not work.  We almost crashed and just a few meter left for that to happen. To avoid our car from crashing the lorry's back, I took a drastic turn to the right side of the road.  I just followed the my feeling and heart that time.  The brake that I fully pressed still did not work and our car still kept moving forward (It caused by wet and slippery road surface during rain).  And fortunately, there was a junction which made me took further distance to stop the car from crashing anything. During that, the car was still unable to stop and could not brake anymore, the only hope that I did was keep praying to the Lord for helping and saving us from the travel. It was lucky also the car was stopped just right before crashing the pedestrian way. God had show us something great. Right and and Just.    All of us were amazed and say of nothing when it all was happened just in a short time.  Only, a word of full Thanks God was able to express by our feeling. God had saved us that night. We were amazed by His did, right and just.  Only a sincere feeling of grateful and thankful to God calming us down. 

 

Thanks God for Saving us from that incident

 

 

After the incident, I realized that I always put the hope and believe to God at the last point. Even though, we know by our own knowledge that it should be the first.  We always forgot about it and just realized it when a trouble comes.  But in life, God never forget us. He will keep helping and giving us a great life.  He blessed us in every single things that we did good.  Then why should put a hope that we ask from Him as a last hope sometimes.  We always mentioned that...."It will be the last hope...lets faith determine it...." I feel guilty when I realized with the hope that I put before.  I should not put the first one at the last place.  I must put all my believe in HIM as He always give me full of life chances.  I should appreciate it and be sincere...let The First Hope come as first  Not COmes at The LAst... It will be our first light and hope in life.  Thanks God.

He should be first.

Be grateful and thankful to God. Praise Him.  Amen.